numb
I hate that I dont know how to feel. I get emotionless and come across as cold hearted. I try. I really do but its not enough. I dont want to hurt him and he just has this love for me that I cant explain. he would go above and beyond for me. What girl wouldnt want that right? I just dont know why I cant commit myself to him. I guess I’m just scared. I need to show him that I do love him and I would feel lost without him. Why the fuck do I have to so fuckin complicated? Why does he love me so much. Really… how can that be my problem. Is it that I cant accept love? Am i that fucked up?
(10 hours ago)









